Pretty sad post but just like me you knew all along the bad habits have a way of catching up to all of us. Best of luck with your medical issues and wish you well. On a brighter note it is good you have family to give your stuff to and I do hope they appreciate your generosity. I will be in similar shape in the not too distant future and have no family left so I have begun the chore of liquidating a lot of my stuff on CL. It becomes more and more apparent as I get older that none of us are getting out of here alive so just go live and enjoy the things that make us happy. We have a number of long time members dealing with serious health issues but we all still enjoy our hobby of bikes and the TW. I still wish I could ride but in all honesty a 30 minute cruise causes me 3 days of pain and suffering so I have to just go fishing or into the woods hunting and walking the dog. Low impact is the way I must fly these days.